How to Love

Cut the music up, little louder

yeaa

You had a lot of crooks try to steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't ever figure out
How to love
How to love

You had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you're in a corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love

For a second you were here
Now you over there
It's hard not to stare, the way you moving your body
Like you never had a love
Never had a love

When you was just a youngin' your looks were so precious
But now your grown up
So fly it's like a blessing but you can't have a man look at you for five seconds
Without you being insecure
You never credit yourself, so when you got older
It's seems like you came back ten times over
Now you're sitting here in this damn corner
Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulders

See you had a lot of crooks try to steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't ever figure out
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you're in this corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love

For a second you were here
Now you over there
It's hard not to stare the way you moving your body
Like you never had a love
Had a love

Oh, you had a lot of dreams that transformed to visions
The fact that you saw the world affected all your decisions
But it wasn't your fault
Wasn't in your intentions
To be the one here talking to me
Be the one listenin'
But I admire your popping bottles and dippin'
Just as much as you admire bartending and stripping
Baby, so don't be mad
Nobody else tripping
You see a lot of crooks and the crooks still crook

See you had a lot of crooks try to steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't ever figure out
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you in this corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love

Oh,
See I just want you to know
That you deserve the best
You're beautiful
You're beautiful
Yeah

And I want you to know, you're far from the usual
Far from the usual

You see you had a lot of crooks try to steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't ever figure out
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you in this corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of crooks try to steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't ever figure out
How to love
How to love

Yeah, see you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you in this corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love, mmmm.

'012 HARD

yeezy!!!! happy new year shwwtyy!!!!!
2012..........
get ready to be................ tired.
so today's twenty-first of January .12.
pretty miserable, tired, and others negativity words that have been poured to my vocabulary, since this semester. it should've been "hell yeah! senior year" and it turns out to be "let's get this over with". and also lack of sleep, losing-n-getting weight. i feel like i need to sleep properly and now it's like every alarm and books are shouting at me to get up, be tired, and open books.
everything is very limited, too much waiting, and lack of confidence.
i would love to be shot on the chest and sleep till the end of this misery.
i wanna laugh hard, love hard, and play hard, rather than too much bad within' every day. hopeless dreams, been destroyed couple of times, missing all the appointments with my psychiatrist, and also a hopeless heart.
especially waiting for this guy(s) i really do like, and i know i'm very busy lately, but i really wanna be with him, it feels stupid waiting for something you know it's hard to get, it's like you know you are in a right road to ride on, but there's no end to where i wanna be, i feel like i'm in a right destination, but i'm tired of just sitting there and ride with it, all i can say, waiting is sucks. need to move on, which i can't. so yeah, HARD!

THE BOTTOM LINE IS, MY DAYS ARE TOTALLY SUCKS, AND I REALLY WISH I COULD MOVE ON FROM THIS AND JUST JUMP INTO ANOTHER BETTER LIFE. AND SO I HOPE ALLAH WILL SUPPORT ALL MY DECISIONS, AND JUST RUN WITH IT. BISMILLAH........
FOR MORE INFORMATION, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE ALL OF THIS, SO I'LL CATCH UP SOON................

~sarah, T.H.E.